POETRY??

[khawaja_i]

With eyes full of tears
And heart full of scar,
I think about you
Reminiscing all the painful moments
When you left me.
When my soul yelled,
When I felt survival too hard
And life itself a burden.
How can I forget that loving face?
Deep care, humble looks
Loving words and affectionate gestures.
all around me I found your silent prayers,
Your eyes weeping on my pain.
Your hands griping tightly when I trembled.
But now... there is nothing
I can't believe that you are no more
You are gone to heaven, never to return.
Where will l find that love?
Where will I find that care?
You will never return to kiss my forehead?
Never ever to pray for me again?
How can I believe?
All my tears, my screams, my sighs
Can never bring you back.
And this reality puts my soul on fire,
Whose flame flickers upward ceaselessly.
Now life becomes a torture for me,
Getting intolerable every day .
Sometimes I feel it all a nightmare,
Someday I'll get up and will feel relieved.
But no, this is a nightmare with open eyes,
Never to end.
Oh! My father! You were my most precious asset,
My entire universe .
But now you are gone,
Come back and wipe my tears once again.
I still look towards the door,
Some day you might come
And I'll put my head in your lap
And would say "i love you Dad"
With eyes full of tears
And heart full of scar,
I think about you
Reminiscing all the painful moments
When you left me.
When my soul yelled,
When I felt survival too hard
And life itself a burden.
How can I forget that loving face?
Deep care, humble looks
Loving words and affectionate gestures.
All around me I found your silent prayers,
Your eyes weeping on my pain.
Your hands griping tightly when I trembled.
But now... there is nothing
I can't believe that you are no more
You are gone to heaven, never to return.
Where will l find that love?
Where will I find that care?
You will never return to kiss my forehead?
Never ever to pray for me again?
How can I believe?
All my tears, my screams, my sighs
Can never bring you back.
And this reality puts my soul on fire,
Whose flame flickers upward ceaselessly.
Now life becomes a torture for me,
Getting intolerable every day .
Sometimes I feel it all a nightmare,
Someday I'll get up and will feel relieved.
But no, this is a nightmare with open eyes,
Never to end.
Oh! My father! You were my most precious asset,
My entire universe .
But now you are gone,
Come back and wipe my tears once again.
I still look towards the door,
Some day you might come
And I'll put my head in your lap
And would say "i love you Dad"
And sleep soundly...